All I ever wanted was someone to hug me to sleep.
imy.
I miss the time when me and Illya spends time every single day together, just me and her
I’ve been leaving her a lot lately due to settling my college and so on :(
sometimes when I’m at home mostly she will spend time with her grand parents more than me.
I miss being a full-time mom, where I get to spend every second of my life for Illya.
Even your still in front of me, mommy miss you Illya.
I’m sorry I have to leave you for a few years…I hope you understand why I’m doing this.
Its for you and me, your future to have a better live.
“Do not despair of the mercy of Allah”
(Quran 39:53)
(Source: pr3ciousp3arl, via islamicthinking)
I lay here and think of how pretty your are
Mommy’s little angel shines like a star
I’m sorry this happened to your little heart
That Mommy and Daddy had to split apart
One day I just hope you will see
All I ever wanted was my Family
But your Mommy and Daddy were never meant to be
I just pray this doesn’t effect your life
2 years we had our up and downs
It’s hard to write this for you
Don’t cry baby girl cause your Daddy and Mommy loves you.
My baby you
I was only 18 at the time and didn’t know what to do
I actually had no clue.
But we decided that we wanted to see you.
As time went by and you grew inside of me
I just knew that you were going to be special.
Now it’s time for my little angel to see the world.
Now it’s time for me to be a mom
I cried and cried tears of joy to be a mom to this little one
Ten little finger
Ten little toes
One big smile
My heart never had so much love for someone that I knew nothing about.
As you grew older and I learned about you I think back to the day that I had you.
I love you more then words can express
I never thought that in a million years I could be a mother
I enjoy every moment of you in my life
Never will I regret the decision that I made to have you
You are the colors to the rainbow
The light to the moon
The twinkle to the star
And the smile to my face
I love you with all my heart
Mommies little girl
Tumblring Back
Hi, I had stop using tumblr since my 3rd trimester of pregnancy, now that I realize this tumblr meant so much to me, Im going to start tumblring again, and this time Im going to start writing for my precious daughter Illya, I love you my baby.
(via fashion-and-passion)
